hold me thrill me kiss me

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 13:54:40 GMT

there's a lot due for update, well it could possibly also be due to my lack of entries since..a month ago. i've been preoccupied with stuff that seem a tad more interesting than seemingly typing to myself on my lj.
i stopped at andrew's birthday in my last entry. so since then..
x my sis has gone back to london for her final year
x i'm in the midst of my mid-sem tests
x teaparty with emery, lai, colin and andrew on saturday was incredibly fun. taboo and scrabble are our forte.
x partied a couple of times. i've lost all meaning in drinking. nowadays i just have a sip or two and get high on music. i find it much more fun.
x econs has proven once again to be the bitch in my life
x my new tv has arrived, and my room got a makeover. it's awesome!
x planning a backpacking trip to europe with andrew and colin. we're looking to recruit more people so if you're interested please tell me! it'll be may-june next year.
x i've been watching alot of KLS Life in the Fab Lane. i love her and i want to be her.
x Grey's Anatomy has also been the main characters of my tv especially in the hours 1-3am. I swear sloane and torrez should just be together. they are so hot!
x Did i mention i can facebook and youtube from my tv?
x i havent done an OUNCE (& i mean not even an earring or cheap shirt) of shopping in 1.5months.
x but somehow my money still diminishes, i don't know how?
x i got into a teeny car accident that involved a very narrow turn and a very unforgiving railing.
x i've officially rejected durham university

that's all i can think of as of now. it's probably horrendous to read, so here're some pictures to lighten the mood.

xoxo

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 05:33:05 GMT

NUS has been allllright fun. i have absolutely nothing to update, so pictures will do everything!

OOPS ECONS LECTURE ENDED, CONTINUE LATER BYE.

just one night couldn't be so wrong

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 12:54:27 GMT

Nat's birthday last night, so we went over for a little birthday party. She got an entire baking set, everything's pretty and professional i am jealous x10!!!

Today was spent shopping with drew, Ion Pedro was having an incredible sale i swear i almost dropped dead when i saw the prices.

Friday was the best party i've ever had. The people were rocking and i laughed till i have abs somewhere under my fats. I was extremely outnumbered, but what the heck! It was awesome fun! And I like winebar's graveyards.

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 15:20:51 GMT

i can't stand people who can't stick to their word.

glitter happy

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 11:52:34 GMT

zouk was awezumz last night. i think it was just the company that made the night fun. I never expected to hear Rock DJ at mambo.

Lots o' fun the past week! O week in school, made new friends, our OGLs and seniors rock bombs. Okay given I skipped a couple days because they did water sports (i hate getting dirty slash wet), but the days i went were fun nonetheless! Sentosa yesterday, i managed to stay dry with Cindy throughout the games, right till the end. One second i'm gushing to her about how we rock at avoiding dirty games, next thing i know i'm scooped up by 5 guys and flung into the sea. I knew i had it coming. I have an ugly little abrasion thing on my forehead from being thrown in twice ): concealer my best friend.

My very kewl baby and i.

Couple of pictures from tanning at Sentosa a while back with shirle and cher! Shirle uploaded them years ago but i never got to posting them up.

HK trip! Spent 5 days in HK just before O week, visited friends and shopped. Ate too much beef brisket and so sick of the MTR.

the new SQ A380!

& this was from eons ago, i dont even remember when!

Shagged. I think we're having some scavanger hunt tomorrow, hopefully i won't collapse halfway through from ~~laziness~~ tire! Phuture again at night, exhaustion ttm.

memory picture

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 11:52:34 GMT

There is a complete lack of updates because nothing has been happening. I pretty much stay home most of the time, occasionally driving out to run some errands, barely meeting friends, but somehow I still find ways to blow cash. Online shopping, you are my only vice.

I need something meaningful to work on. One last project before school starts. I've been thinking of redo-ing my room, do something drastic like buy a massive full length mirror, drill shelves in, framing up photos. But that means taking a lot of measurements, using a ton of imagination, and a trip down to IKEA. Laaarge inertia.

On a heavier note (pun intended!), i'm getting fat. Time to load up on fat burners, metabolism boosters, and laxatives. I hate exercising, don't make me. I lost a ton of weight without it before. That and without food. Good times. (I realize people who don't know me will think I'm sick.)

Something strange happened yesterday, I'm not at liberty to divulge. Thanks weisheng for being there for keeping me company thru it! And cheryl for being available for me to call at 330am, even though you didn't call me back after..!

Anyhow, caught Potter with friends last night, and it i give it 2.5 stars. I'm practising in case i become a movie critic in the future! I have no idea why I chose FASS over Accountancy, because i'm serously beginning to wonder what the hell profession it can get me into. Bugs me alot. Sometimes, actually, alot of times, I wish I'd taken up the other offer ): I don't know. depress depress. Did you know desserts spelt backward is stressed? Fact of the day!

Today was a lazy sunday with drew. Church in the morning, then his place to bum around for a couple hours till we decided to drive down to Funan and check out racing games for our PS3. It was a futile attempt, because we didn't splurge on a $220 steering wheel set. Drove down to Creamery for some ice cream, and then home. I feel so fat!

I need to meet up with my friends. Joyce, if you can read this all the way from china, TEXT ME!!! & Sangee, let's go AC gym. We havent done it yet. Cher, back2skool shopping after your camp?

& Haliliah Hashim, where are your updates?! We all wanna know how you're doing all the way in Adelaide!

R.I.P MJ, but seriously please stop playing his songs on every radio channel and every language of MTV.

Army Girlfriends

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 04:12:34 GMT

i miss my big dood ):
hardly get to see him at all.

darshy's staying over now, went to airport for dinner last night, bought helluva lot of candy and chocolates from candy empire. pushpop pushpop pushpop. harresh came over for chit chat and we sent him home at 3am and he was terrified. it was classik! okay we're going to cook some lunch now, byebyez.

***DISCLAIMER: btw i am not a lianzzz. darshy says i look lian in this photo.

just like a tattoo

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 17:03:40 GMT

I'm thinking of getting a tat. I designed one myself, because all the ones i googled look..extremely fierce. And besides, tattoos should have personal relation and meaning, right?
So i did one of the moon. Something i've always secretly loved since a kid. I love remembering how someone halfway across the world is looking at the exact same one. It's exciting, you know? And if you observe closely, you can see how the moon reflects the sun's light on half it's surface. You can see the shadow on the other half, and then it doesn't look like a crescent, more of a big round ball in the path of light. Sounds ridiculous, but it's my own little comfort thing. Miss someone while i'm out of the country, look at the moon and feel tingly inside.

So here it is. I can't decide if i should make the stars straight, or curved.

STRAIGHT
VS.
CURVED

And this is the size and position i'm planning on.

Comments? I'm screening in case my drawing gets flamed and i feel like hiding my head in a hole.

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 15:06:47 GMT

today while i was on the bus, a mentally disabled man gave up his seat to an old lady with a walking stick.
it made my heart swell.

i live in the heartbreak hotel

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 13:42:56 GMT

i know this is going to be different.
but i'd be lying if i said i've never cried many a time over you.

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 05:37:44 GMT

oh no, i'm fucking scared.
11 more days.

SEX EDUCATION

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 16:08:47 GMT

i found this converstaion extremely funny. inappropriate for young children, but since we are 19....

! ♥ automatic says:
he wants to spoon
cheryl says:
i dont understand that
cheryl says:
can you explain
cheryl says:
thankq
! ♥ automatic says:
spoon
! ♥ automatic says:
like
! ♥ automatic says:
hug to sleep
cheryl says:
fork?
! ♥ automatic says:
didnt you learn anything from uncle wayne!
cheryl says:
NO I DIDNT
cheryl says:
shut it
! ♥ automatic says:
when you're in a hugging position
! ♥ automatic says:
with an extra 'fork'
! ♥ automatic says:
i.e, erection
! ♥ automatic says:
what can it be?
cheryl says:
AH
cheryl says:
OKAY
cheryl says:
i learnt something from aunty clara
cheryl says:
you're like sex god

pimpin all over the world

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 14:43:15 GMT

met up with the clan a couple of nights ago, dinner was fep rocking chicken rice. ice cream at b&j at heaven's loft at the new orchard central! it's 7 storeys high and smells like puke. anyway, while we were doing a jump shot, ianthe's sneaker flew off her foot and fell 7 floors down. ultimate hilarious i love my friends.

party at my house last night, it was really stupid and everybody ate too little slash drank too much shit. my house reeks of alcohol.

I need to lose weight, i've tried everything i dont know what else to do ): i feel depressed. Why is everybody around me so skinny. I feel like a fucking blimp.

Seth puked in my sink and choked the entire thing up. Colin and Andrew to the rescue! Mr sink uncloggers. Thanks for trying, boys.

Next morning, pizza and hero.

From meet-ups a while back!

LOOK AT THE TINY DOT RIIIIIGHT AT THE BOTTOM. THAT'S HER SHOE!

i'm just the girl next door

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 13:57:58 GMT

Wednesday was GIRLS NIGHT OUT!
Zirca for drinks, look at our 8127397129387 drink stubs:

followed by phuture. it was a very what the bleh night.

i love this picture!

Friday was more rokking. Winebar, phuture, a dash of zouk and more phuture! Many drinks it was fun! I was still completely sober after a few drinks, so somebody bought us extreme..something (the stronger version of flaming lambo) and i shot from a 2 to 8 in five minutes! AWESOMESAUCE :D
I thought jamie's hairclasp was a cockroach on the dancefloor and i kept signalling to her by using my fingers to imitate feelers on my head.

I CANT WAIT MORE FUN NEXT WEEK!

i want to learn to sew my own clothes. and i want to join a bikram yoga class.

i made rainbow cupcakes a couple days ago!

Fri, 29 May 2009 13:48:23 GMT

i need a life!

and slacking around the house til i'm bored to tears is not a life.

HURRY HERE TUESDAY

Sun, 17 May 2009 13:27:45 GMT

omg i absolutely hate field camps!

i miss andrew tan! ):

Thu, 14 May 2009 13:22:17 GMT

bangkok was astounding. the air was dirty, chatuchak was cockroach infested, tuktuks were overpriced, and stallvendors were rude, but it was worth it.

about a thousand pictures, but don't worry i'm not going to spam your friends page and cause my computer to hang by putting all of them up. they were just uploaded by cheryl and shirlene this afternoon, and looking at them made me a little nostalgic ): i miss waking up in between joyce and six, and having to feed joyce at 2 hour intervals, and shopping like mad girls, and awesome hotel breakfast.

pictures should prove how much fun we had.

AND WE FLY!

In the plane, we camwhored. And because andrew didn't come, shirlene and i had extra seat space :D

Bangkok's baggage system is extremely violent. The machine just SPAT luggages out onto the belt.

OUR EXTREMELY GLAM HOTEL

Sixuan acted like a tranny in a fishtank..

And the rest were the needy lustful old men. well except for cheryl, she died laughing before she could join in.

Our first TUKTUK RIDE!

You can see this perverse sign stuck on the roof of the tuktuk..

Our second night, we chilled at Volk Bar. Some dudes bought us kacang puteh.

Shopping booty. Joyce can set up her own t-shirt shop.

Watpho temple!

Took a boat over to some other random temple!

Group shot (:

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

Sat, 02 May 2009 04:16:11 GMT

i just ran 5km, and i feel incredibly unfit. i'm such a fugly fat pig now, i don't know how i ever did a 180 degree turn from my anorexia to this. i've gained so much weight i can barely move now. fucking hell.

ironically i've been buying tons of clothes. i don't deserve to buy clothes. i can't even look minutely presentable in them, what's the use? even my wrists are so layered in fats now that my bangles can't go up my upper arm. and my legs are plastered in cellulite. omg i want to cry. i really do.

i'm going to eat tiny from now onwards, and exercise at least 4 times a week. i'm going to immerse myself lightly into the state of mind i was in in J1. just to lose a couple've pounds. like maybe 10 pounds.

otherwise i'm going to be depressed and stay depressed.

and fat.

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 14:06:31 GMT

last friday was attica with cher, six, sali, colin and drew. purely because cher and i felt like we needed a dose of it. started out at butterfac, but due to certai circumstances we shifted to attica! which turned out for the better, because we bumped into a rare case of overly-generous malaysians who invited us to their table, and some dude (yellow shirt) paid for i think, 4 bottles? whisky, which we all hate, but it was good fun.

supper, then home, and saturday i went for the NTU talk, which was actually quite useless except for the very awesome diana ser. and buffet.

this week has been pretty still, cheryl and i are going for training at indochine next tuesday and thursday, and if we like it, we might be serving there. i've been selling lots of my clothes, and i've made close to 200 bucks. which cushions the insane amount of shopping i've done lately. i bought a gold top from some vintage shop in fareast that was 60 bucks. very unnecessary i'm still trying to persuade myself i will wear it very often. i almost spent another 60 on a fedora which is even more ludicrous because if you know me, i'm not much of a head-gear fan.

been spamming the driving lessons as well, because if i do go overseas, i want to get my license before that. i think i did 4 lessons this week. tomorrow and tuesday and more for next week! i'm getting pretty good i think i can be an F1 racer in due time!

weisheng's finally out of BMT! he texted me a couple've hours ago to say he's back into the world of civilisation. i'm baking oreo cheesecake and meeting him for dinner tomorrow, along with joyce and...others.

aight let's have some pictures!

news for my class bestie (:

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 06:16:54 GMT

CONGRATU FREAKING LATIONS
CHER!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! :D :D :D

dancing in the summer rain

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 03:01:15 GMT

H&M
Zara
Topshop
Primark
Cotton On
Mango
Futurestate
Supre
Hula & Co.

Peasant top, fits UK 6-10
BRAND NEW
$12

H&M green top, fits UK 6-8
BRAND NEW
$6

H&M white top, fits UK 6-8
BRAND NEW
$6

Non-authentic Junkfood tank, fits UK 6-8
BRAND NEW
$12

Zara camisole in Hot Pink and Green, both tagged M
Condition 9/10
$10 each

MNG sequinned dress, fits UK 8-12
BRAND NEW
$15

Futurestate yellow floral tube, fits UK 8-small 12
BRAND NEW
$10

Sequinned tank top, fits UK 6-small 10
BRAND NEW
$6

Zara red tube, tagged UK 14
BRAND NEW
Belt not included
$10

Futurestate printed tube, fits UK 8
BRAND NEW
$10

Topshop white denim shorts, tagged UK 10
BRAND NEW
$15

Hula & Co. green dress, fits UK 6-10
BRAND NEW
$15

Gradual pink dress, fits UK 8-12
Worn twice, condition 9/10
$12

Primark high-waisted denim shorts, fits UK 6-small 10
BRAND NEW
$18

High-waisted checkered shorts, fits UK 6-8
BRAND NEW
$15

Zara pink floral skirt, fits UK 8-small 12
Worn once, condition 8/10
$10

Cotton On blue camisole, tagged S
BRAND NEW
$8

Supre hearts top, tagged S
Worn once, condition 10/10
$10

Esprit camisole, fits UK 6-10
Worn once, condition 10/10
$10

ASOS sheer sequinned top, tagged UK 8
BRAND NEW
$15

Floral top, fits UK 6-10
BRAND NEW
$8

H&M purple tunic
Worn once, condition 10/10
$15

Prices are slightly nego, especially for payment made within 24 hours.
I prefer sending out by mail, but if you really want, meet-ups are possible. BUT only at yio chu kang or town.
Prices are inclusive of postage, unless you want registered mail.

For fast deals, email clara_tfh04@hotmail.com or text 96329734

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 01:12:48 GMT

haven't been in much of a mood to update lately because nothing exciting's been going on. but that's about to change! this week's my last at sota, and next week i'll be able to shop chill watch movies meet my friends as much as i want.

i've pretty much decided to go to australia, unless Singapore offers me something first. it's going to be quite an experience, being away from my friends and family, having to do long distance with my boyfriend, learning to do housework, settling my own bills and statements, managing my expenses, running errands, making new friends --guess it's all the price of independence. it could be quite terrifying if you think of it like that, but i choose to see it as an exciting journey! positive positive. who else is going to australia?

WE'RE GOING TO BANGKOK!!! Thank God the protests have stopped. Otherwise we would've just thrown our money out the plane.

i don't remember when this was. but it was fun.

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 08:26:53 GMT

i'm on a hunt for oversized shirts that don't make me look like a whale.

Yesterday was spent with my bestest Darshini Patkunan. I haven't seen her and spent time with her in ages. I daresay we haven't had a good catch up since...a year ago. Maybe plus plus. Anyway, we shopped abit, she insists I played devil's advocate and by some mysterious cunning voice made her buy 75$ worth of clothes. She gave me a birthday treat of tea and amazing sweet crepes at Canele's, and we did alot alot alot of chit chatting/ More shopping, then cabbed home -- MISS YOU MUCHOS DARSHY.

Andrew Tan Jian Ming came over and brought me dinner, and tried to watch football, but fortunately the telecast decided to screw Arsenal over and he couldn't watch the game. :D

clara lies

--I TRIED TO CRITICIZE HIS WoWING HOBBY AND HE WRESTLED ME AND TYPED BULLSHIT INSTEAD

anyway we're going to chill now we kool u not bye

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 09:05:46 GMT

GEEZ WORK SUCKS BORING AS ^*&@^#@ YAWN
CHERYL COME BACK SOON

best 2009

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 03:30:57 GMT

i had a really gay birthday party at phuture, too many drinks in ten minutes and i can't remember a shit thing after that. neither can cheryl or colin or sali or paul, i bet. and on behalf of everyone who died that night,

WE LOVE YOU, ANDREW TAN & BK!!!!

the only sober souls who braved puke, screaming, stumbling, and carrying drunkards fireman style to make sure all of us stayed alive.

andrew tan jian ming we appreciate it okay, even though we may seem like we don't (: <3 u long time!

didn't go to work on thursday, spent it at andrew's place with colin. the 2 annoying boys played topspin for like hours so i couldn't be bothered to watch their very boring game and went to shop online. couldn't stomach much food the entire day ugh. dinner with family at soup kitchen after that.

friday passed really quickly, went for dinner with drew then home to get my stuff, and cabbed over to yew tee with him. dumped my stuff at cheryl's, who decided she didn't want to go out, so we met colin and friends and chilled at iguana. why am i narrating all this like a boring hag? whatever brain not awake yet i'll just continue. cabbed home and snuck around my own house waiting for my grandma to fall asleep so i could sneak up to my room. BUT SHE DIDNT SLEEP, at like 330am?! so i gave up and just marched into the house, giving her to scare of her life.

saturday! cheryl's place, finished up her uni applications, then went to town for Confessions of a Shoppaholic. bumped into freaking fahmi, who i haven't seen in 9823740871324 eternity. colin came to join us, then cheryl left, we brough food over to drew's place cos the poor boy has some sort of rash that is pretty bad. colin and i left so the patient could sleep, cabbed over to Harry's at railmall to meet cher. chilled and contemplated going to zouk but decided to go home in the end. i fell asleep the moment my head touched the pillow and cheryl took a picture of me sleeping with my finger at the corner of my mouth for an hour. nabei.

im finally home and im happy but hungry.

the past few days have been a mixture of amusing fun annoying and surreal. this post is absolutely nothing short of rambling. i bought gorgeous wedges from cough charles&keith cough (don't judge me) and a top from topshop as a birthday present to myself.

im not surprised if this post is full of typos and punctuation errors because i wasnt looking at the screen the entire 10 minutes of typing.

xoxo